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Vanta Black

from Absent by Carcosa

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lyrics

Be hopeless.
Be nothing.

Injected in my veins I see my world turn black
The perception That I’ve gain I can never take back.
Logic, reason and eternal regret
That I will never forget, that I will never forget.
Broken down and beaten by subconscious mind...that never ceases
To betray me.
I give up, I submit, I admit that I am worth nothing to anyone anymore.

These thoughts I had so long ago overshadowed by the constant remind that I’m irrelevant.
Swallowed up by these overbearing waves of shame and guilt
I wish I had known these truths...

I wish I knew what I was.

I wish I knew what I’d become...

Fucking irrelevant.

I worship the pain and I worship the guilt
So I dream of ending it all now
To depart from a world of pathetic self indulgent,sycophantic cunts.

Please spare me the pleasantries
You’re not in this for me you’re in this for yourself...
To try and prove to us that there is a god who truly loves us....

But you’re wrong...
False idols and lies won’t save your soul.
Only the blackened embrace of the void will set us free.

So pray to your god...he wants you all to suffer.

“I have a deathwish and I will see it to the very end...
I’ll hang by my neck until I’m fucking dead
Let my ashes blow to the wind
So that my name may never be said again...”

Let me close my eyes to sleep,
Eternally.

I have a deathwish and I will see it to the very end.
Let my ashes blow to the cold wind
So that my name may never be said again.

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from Absent, released August 19, 2020

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